Dear Beloved Daughter.

I remember when I first held you, crying bundle of joy. You were ours and ours only. Hours of pain I went through for your gift of life. I loved you forever. Forever seemed to not be my entire life.

Your first weeks were filled with the laughs of many. I loved you through those food messes, dirty diapers, and the maximum of 2 hours of sleep we got a night. The days you grew up so fast it was hard to stop and catch our breath. I was so proud when i know that I am a dad

what a special young girl you were through your child weeks. Those lipstick stained memories of you were unforgettable. Your hair was my canvas, working my art on your chestnut colored hair. I remember how much you were scared on your first day. Your mummy was so nice. I loved you through the noisy bedrooms, and your fluorescent pink bedroom. June Bridals pink color wedding bridal selections

Holding out these empty arms
Cursing my disillusionment,
Why did I imagine it could be any other way that I could have been content,
dreams that's all it was,
Mothers arms are not meant to be empty
I look up at the sky, tears filling my eyes,
Searching the stars trying to find my angel
The brightest star I search for
Finding it the first tear rolls down my cheek
Memories flood back of our short time together
Love totally encasing my heart as I look at that star
I know you are there baby I will never forget
I just can't come to accept as I look that you are so far
I would have cuddled and loved you kept you safe
Within my arms holding you in a tight embrace
I will search these skies for you each night
But just for now have to leave you in God's guiding light
Sleep well my baby one day my arms and heart will be full again
As I join you and give you all that was meant to be

I sat at your hospital bed day and night, your life circling the drain. I collapsed in tears when you were pronounced dead at body, but not at soul. I loved you even more at that moment.....

Dear Janice, if you are reading this I love you the most right now.